So in my attempt to lose weight and get healthy, I ache. Why did I have to be so stupid in college thinking I just HAD to hit up waffle house and krystals at 3 am after a night at the bar. I was at a perfect weight when I graduated high school, a weight I would kill to be at again. But I am trying....drinking more water which I despise, eating less, and cardio. Just going to take some hard work. Encouraging thoughts are welcome. Feeling a little down as I look at old pictures of a pretty younger me. I even feel embarrassed to go to the gym with Ben, like people think really? You are with her? I want to look good enough to be shown off and him be proud. So I will end this with saying....I can do this, I can do this, I can do this.
Off to happy dreams I hope :) Nite!
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